You fucking wierdos/My Halloween

Song of the moment: Island in the sun by Weezer (I love Weezer!)



What the hell is wrong with you people?!??! Hahahaha. I was looking at the results from my friend test and three people... THREE PEOPLE used my name to take the quiz. Oh yeah, like I would take my quiz and deliberately get a low score.. what the fuck? You guys are freaking lame. lol. =P I mean, if you're going to take my test, you might as well sign your name and be PROUD of your low score than impersonate me and get a low score UNDER MY OWN NAME. Argh. =)



Anywho, my Halloween was... interesting. I guess I should backtrack, eh?





(A picture that Mr. Mejia took of me and Staci during school. Click the image to get a larger view.)


First of all, Robin didn't come through. That fucking whore. She kept telling me she was going to call me, blah blah, and then at 8 o'clock when Ashley and I called her at home, her brother said she went OUT WITH HER FRIENDS. I was like, "What the fuck, she's not here. I guess she's with her Soquel friends. What a bitch..." She kept promising me that she was going to hang out with us, but ugh. What a whore. Whatever, I'm over it....


So yeah. Ashley, Lorraine, Steve and his stepsister Veronica (who is also trying out for basketball this year) came over to our neighborhood where we trick-or-treated from 6PM to was it 9? The first few houses kept saying things like, "Aren't you guys too old to be trick or treating?" in which I would just reply with something like "Umm, I'm in sixth grade and Lorraine over here is my guardian." Suprisingly, no one believed me. *rolls eyes*


There are a bunch of wierdos in my neigborhood. I actually ran into some people that I haven't seen in a long time, all of them basically just acquantances. For example, I saw Luis from Shoreline. He didn't recognize me, though since I lost like 70 pounds from 8th grade. rofl. I also saw this guy that was in Me and Lorraine's summer school class [Geometry] back in freshman year. I looked at him with suspicion and said, "Hey, weren't you in my Tae Kwon Do class?"


Confused with squinted eyes, he replied, "Uhh.. I don't think so"


Lorraine turns around and whispers to me, "Hey! Isn't that guy from our summer school class?"


Shocked, I yelled back to the guy as he and his friends were shutting the door, "Dude! You were in our Geometry class!" And then back to Lorraine, "No wonder I thought I had done Tae Kwon Do with him, I remember him talking about doing Tae Kwon Do." Then back to him, "Bye! It was nice seeing you!" He just gave me the wierdest look and shut the door. LOL.


Lorraine kept telling me to shut up, but I never did. Haha. I like embarrassing her. It's fun. =)


When we reached the top of my hill, I suggested we go pass the "End gate" and explore the wilderness. Lorraine and Veronica were too scared to go, but Me, Ashley and Steve DID go. Steve tried to take a piss, but his costume didn't let him. Ashley and I walked through the snake infested wheat-grass and looked at the beautiful view... of nothing. I guess we were in the wrong side of the hill. As we were heading back, I of course had to do the "Some serial killer is killing me and now I'm bleeding to death" scream to freak out Veronica and Lorraine. That was great.


Veronica was really cold and kept suggesting we go back to the car and get warmed up, so we did. When we got back, we decided to leave my neighborhood and go somewhere else. We didn't really think of anywhere else to go, so after a while of driving around, Lorraine asked Steve if he could take her home since she had work tommorow [errr... today]. After we dropped her off, we still really didn't know where to go next and eventually, Veronica wanted to go home also.


So yeah great. It was me, Steve and Ashley.. driving around... asking each other where we wanted to go... wasting gas... again, still driving around. We got to a point when we would just randomly go any which way in which lead us to downtown. All the traffic and people in costumes jay-walking eventually pissed Steve off, so we went the opposite way to... wherever.


I suggested we should go to a mobile home park, remembering my sister telling me that they gave away some of the biggest, best candies. We ended up back in 7th avenue, my old neighborhood, and went trick or treating for another good 30-45 minutes. After that, we drove some more and I suggested we go to some elementary school so we can play in the playground. I really had the craving to play on a playground. We drove to Del Mar Elementary, but never stepped out of the car to play because we saw two girls that Ashley and I thought were Robin (at least one of them, of course). We uhh... kinda yelled at them. I was like, "Hey! Are you Robin?!" and Steve was yelling random things like.. I don't know, I don't remember. But yeah, I guess we freaked them out so we AGAIN, drove off somewhere else.


We ended up at Live Oak elementary, where we stayed and just passed the time. It was wierd, the three of us just seperated.... Steve took off his costume and went to go pee somewhere, Ashley DISAPPEARED with her phone into the darkness, and I was just eager to go to the playground. Shoot. I sat on top of the slide for a while, and after Steve was done peeing, he sat on the ground of the blacktop and started eating some of his candy. After a while, I started wondering about Ashley and was kind of worried since I didn't know where the hell she went off to, so we left the playground and went back to go look for her. It took us a while to find her, actually, I think she found us. She called my cellphone, but it was taking me FOREVER trying to find it in my pillow case of candy, so it was too late and she had hung up. I tried calling her a few times on her cellphone, but she was either not answering or she had turned it off. Eventually, I just started yelling random things like, "Hey, mister serial killer... wanna give us back our Ashley? We're kind of worried about her...."


We eventually reunited, but Ashley kept talking on her damn phone so Steve and I just sat on the concrete. He and I talked a long time about random crap.... I was doing a lot of the talking since I felt bad that he had to sit there being all bored. Ashley was talking to whats his face.... Ricky. After a while, I made a guess that Lauren had broken up with him, which was why he was talking to Ashley. Hah. And guess what? I was right.


The night seemed really long, especially if you have to sit there in tube-top dress, freezing your ass to death. Some guy parked in the parking lot, got out of his car and with a flashlight, started heading our direction. I yelled out to him, "Hello... we're just kind of sitting here." He asked us what we were doing here, if we were trick or treating, and as he was talking, EVEN WITH THE FLASHLIGHT BLINDING ME, I fucking recognized him. I was like, "Bubba? IS THAT YOU?" I guess he was suprized, and after that, he stopped shining the flashlight on our faces and we talked for a bit. I told him that we were waiting for our friend Ashley. I was like, "Don't worry, its not like we're here to break into anything." and he eventually left.


Oh, wait GUESS THE FUCK WHAT. After a loooooooong time of waiting for Ashley to get back, I get a phone call from Lorraine. She said, "Ashley's at my house right now. She's really pissed."

WHAT. THE. HELL.

We were just SITTING THERE, being courtious enough to let ASHLEY talk on her phone, while we were freezing our asses off. And she ends up being pissed off at US?! What the fuck?! I got really pissed off... I have no idea what Steve and I could could have done to piss her off. God, whatever it's pissing me off right now just thinking about it. So yeah... Steven and I left the school and drove to Lorraine's house to drop off Ashley's stuff including her candy. We were nice enough to do that, after being ditched and left in the cold, and Ashley doesn't even go OUT to greet us. What the hell. I KNOW she was probably talking shit to Lorraine and twisting everything around, which actually pissed me off even more and caused to uhhh.. yell. I just bet you the minute I talk to Ashley about this, she's going to just turn the other way since she's too stubborn to hear my side of the story. Whatever...


Steve drops me off back to my house, I quickly change into my pajamas, hopped into bed, turned the T.V. on and immediately started pigging out on candy. That was actually great, but I started to get sick after what... my 50th peice of chocolate? Haha. I am such a chocoholic.



SHIT, it's almost 11:30 and Varisty try-outs are at 12! Hahahahaha. I should go get ready now, since I have to walk there. 'Til next time!


Oh and yeah... take my friend quiz. You'd be the coolest person in the world if you take it, I swear. =P

Hey! Be cool and

TAKE MY FRIEND QUIZ

Happy Halloween!

Song of the moment: Spente Le Stelle by Opera Trance ft. Emma Shapplin

Care to listen to this song?

Hey, look... I'm listening to trance! I haven't listened to trance in the longest time and I just found an old CD that Jamie made me like a year ago and I'm actually listening to it. What a freaking miracle.


Anywho, it's Halloween today. Obviously. I'm all dressed up, but I'm not even sure if today is going to go out as planned. Ashley still has to clean her house, Robin is still at her house, and I don't even know about Steve. I didn't see him today. I guess I'll just wait for Ashley to finish cleaning her house and wait for Robin to call me back. I'm so bored...

Basketball!

Song of the moment: What I got by Sublime




Early in the morning, risin' to the street
Light me up that cigarette and I strap shoes on my feet
Got to find a reason, a reason things went wrong
Got to find a reason why my money's all gone


I got a dalmation, and I can still get high
I can play the guitar like a mother fucking riot
Life is (too short), so love the one you got
Cause you might get runover or you might get shot


Never start no static
I just get it off my chest
Never had to battle with no bulletproof vest
Take a small example, take a tip from me
Take all of your money, give it all to charity
Love is what I got
It's within my reach


And the Sublime style's still straight from Long Beach
It all comes back to you, you'll finally get what you deserve
Try and test that you're bound to get served
Love's what I got
Don't start a riot
You'll feel it when the dance gets hot

[Chorus]


(That's) why I don't cry when my dog runs away
I don't get angry at the bills I have to pay
I don't get angry when my Mom smokes pot
Hits the bottle and goes right to the rock
Fuckin' and fightin', it's all the same
Livin' with Louie dog's the only way to stay sane
Let the lovin', let the lovin' come back to me

Care to listen to this song?

Umm, yeah. I've decided that I really don't want to be in Varsity basketball this year, even though Mr. Adams (varsity coach and one of my FAVORITE TEACHERS OF ALL TIME) tells me I should try out for Varsity. I'm planning on just staying at JV for one more year and possibly being team captain and point guard. All of the girls tell me I should, and it's just fun being the leader and just being aggressive as hell. Today was fun. =)


I have no idea what I'm going to do tommorow now. Me, Ashley, Robin (along with whoever she's going to bring or whatever) and Steve were going to go tick or treating or something. I'm for sure Robin is comming tommorow, she said she'll go to Harbor during lunch and hang out with me and Ashley during Cisco. Although... Ashley and Steve haven't really talked to me or anything so I'm not sure if they're still comming or not. o_O;


So yeah I'm off to go shower off this icky sweat. :D

Ahh, the intelligence of my friend Jamie and I

Monkey Fu Style: you're staying here?
Monkey Fu Style: or going to mil?
Monkey Fu Style: errr.
Monkey Fu Style: MILPITAS
Monkey Fu Style: >_<
I am NOT pangit: lol
I am NOT pangit: i'm staying here
I am NOT pangit: blah
Monkey Fu Style: good shit
Monkey Fu Style: I think?
I am NOT pangit: i guess
I am NOT pangit: haha
I am NOT pangit: i actually want to go to milpitas now
I am NOT pangit: shit
I am NOT pangit: i never know wha ti nwat
I am NOT pangit: *what i want
Monkey Fu Style: lmao
Monkey Fu Style: why?
Monkey Fu Style: hahaha I know you fucking indecisive whore
I am NOT pangit: lol
Monkey Fu Style: haha
Monkey Fu Style: I'm still trippin when you were all
Monkey Fu Style: OMG YOU R00L NIG-R
I am NOT pangit: haha
I am NOT pangit: you do!
I am NOT pangit: :p
Monkey Fu Style: no
Monkey Fu Style: no I don't
Monkey Fu Style: you fucking liar
I am NOT pangit: lol
Monkey Fu Style: If I ruled you'd want my hot sex
I am NOT pangit: no, you fucking bastard
I am NOT pangit: you rule as a friend
I am NOT pangit: idiot. :-)
Monkey Fu Style: :D
Monkey Fu Style: I know fucker
Monkey Fu Style: lol
Monkey Fu Style: I was JOKING
I am NOT pangit: hehe
Monkey Fu Style: J O K I N G
Monkey Fu Style: fucking moron
Monkey Fu Style: :-)
I am NOT pangit: GOD I KNOW
I am NOT pangit: YOU'RE THE FUCKING MORON
I am NOT pangit: STUPID ASS.
I am NOT pangit: :-)
Monkey Fu Style: FUCK YOU SLUT
Monkey Fu Style: I SWEAR TO GOD
Monkey Fu Style: IS THERE EVER A TIME WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE COCK ON THE BRAIN?
I am NOT pangit: ONLY WHEN THE COCK IS IN YOUR BRAIN, STUPID.
Monkey Fu Style: OH NOES
Monkey Fu Style: TRIKK U HAWT GURL HAS TEH PEN0R
I am NOT pangit: OMG OMG OMG YOU ARE SO FUCKING INTELLIGENT IT HURTS
I am NOT pangit: :'(
Monkey Fu Style: OMG WHY ARE WE STILL TALKING IN CAPS?
I am NOT pangit: lol
I am NOT pangit: XD
Monkey Fu Style: lmao
Monkey Fu Style: we're idiots
I am NOT pangit: yes we are :D
Monkey Fu Style: but it's ok
Monkey Fu Style: :-)
I am NOT pangit: FUCK ME! It's getting late... i should go read now
I am NOT pangit: lol
I am NOT pangit: i'll ttyl
Monkey Fu Style: lmao
I am NOT pangit: bye bye
Monkey Fu Style: hahaha
Monkey Fu Style: OK
Monkey Fu Style: *UNF*
Monkey Fu Style: cya bitch <3





Meaningless conversations like these is what keeps me going. lol.

Oh, what would I do without my friends....

Song of the moment: No Such Thing by John Mayer

Care to listen to this song?

My friends are so great. I was just talking to Jamie about some of my problems, and he quickly solved them right away. I won't get into further detail with what we were talking about, since it'll probably get in me in some trouble with some of the people that read my journal, but you get the idea. Without my friends, I don't know how I'm going to survive this dog-eat-dog world. Gosh.


Melinda is a great friend, I love that girl. I hung out with her today, and she stuck by me while I was shopping for a halloween costume. She even let me borrow ten dollars (her only money) so I could have enough money for my cloak, and she didn't even buy anything for herself. I love how self-less she can be.


Ashley is also a great friend, I love her. She and I understansd each other in multiple levels, and it's just great to talk to someone that you can fully connect with. And let me tell you, she and I connect it the WIERDEST ways, you cannot even begin to comprehend as to how much similar we are to each other.


Stephanie is one of the sweetest and most understanding friends that I have. She kind of has this protective outer-layer, but once you really get to know her, she's really very sweet. She and Ashley are the only ones that really understand me, and I love the fact how Stephanie really listens and cares. Melinda listens too, but she usually does most of the talking when we hang out.


Lorraine is just out there. She's a good friend, but I think she and I are starting to grow apart. We don't really connect in a more emotional basis, our friendship is more childish and "fun". It's hard for me to talk to her about my problems, because I'm scared that she's going to say something like, "Oh, that's stupid... blah blah". She's just fun to hang out with, but it's really hard for me to picture the two of us growing old together.


Isaac.... I love Isaac. He and I don't talk that much anymore, and I never get to see much of his Japanese/black ass (lol), but he's really great. He understood what I was going through when I was with *cough*Brent*cough*, and he's just.... oh God, he's just a great person. I really wish he and I could hang out more often. =(


ROBIN, that stupid whore. She's one of my oldest friends here in California, and she's just fucking crazy. I love her like a sister, even though go to different schools and we hardly ever hang out. I should go call her.


I remember when Erin and I were really close. She was also like a sister to me, no doubt. But then you know, she ends up going to college and we see a lot LESS of each other, and we eventually kind of stop talking to each other. But yeah, she's another great person that is and always will be there for me, even if I call her 5 years from now after not talking to her for.... five years. She was my closest girl-friend in the whole whacked-out bemani scene, and I would have trusted her with any of my secrets. If only we lived in the same city, she probably would have ended up being one of my best all-time friends.


Ray. Ray, oh Ray was Ray a great friend. He's another one of my old team mates from my old (broken down?) team, A.S.S. He goes to Sac State and he lives all the way up in Vallejo, but I just remember talking to him like every day online. He's one of those people that make you go "Yay!" everytime they goes online, because you're just so damn excited to talk to them. I wasn't as close with him as I was with Erin, but man, I would honestly trust him with my life. He was like a big brother to me.


Adam, oh sweet dear Adam. This kid and I go waaaaaay back. I remember when I first gave him advice on LOVE, even though at the time, I absolutely had no idea what it really felt like. I've talked to him on the phone a few times, but most of our more meaningful conversations take place online. He just cares so much for his friends, and he makes you feel so special... it's great. I help him with his problems, he helps me with mine, and is just completely sweet and understanding! Now that's what I call a great friendship. =)


Anthony. A friendship that was ruined by love. Or was it lust? I don't know, I just remember breaking his heart.... God, I'm awful. He and I lasted for no longer than a day, and that's only because I said "yes" to him to prevent him from getting his feelings hurt. In the end, I broke it off before the lie would live any longer, and we haven't really talked much since. But before that, boy.... i felt so close to him. It seriously felt like a brother-sister relationship (hence my personal awkardness), and I just had that feeling that I had to protect him from emotional harm. Even though he's older than me, I just felt like I had to protect him (long story). But in the end... it was I who ended up harming him. Gosh.. I'm going to hell. =(



But yeah, back to my point... I'm so lucky to have such great friends. All I really have to do is call one of these great people up, and they'll listen to my problems: big or small. I really would die of loneliness if it wasn't for my friends. My eyes begin to water as I think about the times when I felt alone and helpless, as a friend just quickly swoops me out and cheers me up. Sometimes, I love my friends more than my family... and that's deep.


I will never forget my friends. Years from now, I bet you I can still name EVERYONE on this list, plus more that I haven't mentioned. All of my friends have made such an impact on me, and I owe them so much. The greatest thing for me is to just have someone there to talk to and not feel as if he/she is bored from my "blabbering". The perfect friend is someone that never gives up on you, and allows you to spill out your emotions, even if it takes hours. Most (if not all) of these people fit that quota, which just makes me appreciate them even more.

Halloween Costume

Song of the moment: Santeria by Sublime




I don't practice Santeria
I ain't got no crystal ball
Well I had a million dollars but I, I'd spend it all
If I could find that heina and that sancho that she'd found
Well I'd pop a cap in sancho and I'd slap her down


What I really wanna know (my baby)
What I really wanna say, I can't define
Well it's love that I neeeeeed
My soul will have to wait till I get back
Find a heina of my own
Daddy's gonna love one and all
I feel the break, feel the break, feel the break
And I gotta live it out
Oh yeah un-huh


Well I swear that I, what I really wanna know (my baby)
What I really wanna say, I can't define
Got love! Make it go
My soul will have to...


[guitar solo]


What I really wanna say (my baby)
What I really wanna say, is I've got mine
And I'll make it
Yes, I'm going up
Tell sanchito that if he knows what is good for him
He best go run and hide
Daddy's got a new .45
And I won't think twice
To stick that barrel straight down sancho's throat
Believe me when I say that I got something for his punk-ass


What I really wanna know (my baby)
What I really wanna say, is there's just one way back
And I'll make it
My soul will have to wait

Care to listen to this song?

My Halloween costume is great. I bought this black dress from Velvet Underground, and what's great is, I can wear it anytime... even after Halloween. With the black dress, I found this really nice velvet cloak from Moon Zoom. I found another black cloak from Bunny's, but it was like 200 dollars. The one from Moon Zoom is pretty, and it only cost me a little over 40 dollars. So yeah, the whole Elvira thing is kind of out the window and I am now going to be a vampire. Fun.


Well.. I really can't blog much, I have a lot of homework and I've been gone the entire day so yeah. I'll write something great tommorow, if I have time. =)

A-MA-ZING.

Wow. I was just reviewing my site statistics, and I've had a total of over 700 hits, and 274 visitors.... just this month. And this is after I stopped advertising on the message boards I (used to) post on. Let's review my statistics together, shall we? =)


Visitors

(From October 5, 2003-today)

Total hits: 710
Total visitors: 274
Average visitors per day: 12
Total for last 30 days : 274



Referrers


My top referrers:


(From a website URL) = 74.46 % of visitors. # of visitors total = 207.
(From the Blogger homepage) = 8.99 % of visitors. # of visitors total = 25.
(Also from the new.blogger.com homepage) = 3.24 % of visitors. # of visitors total = 9.
(From the google.com/search) = 1.8 % of visitors. # of visitors = 5.


The rest are from friends' journals and a few other search engines. Oh! You CANNOT believe how some people found my website... they typed in the most random things on the Google Search and somehow ended up here...


Fiend's Search Query


Keywords typed: finding fiend. # of visitors: 1
Keywords typed: bitter whispers. # of visitors: 1
Keywords typed: filipino sex stories in tagalog version. # of visitors: 1
Keywords typed: miladel alba. # of visitors: 1 (I bet you this was Ashley....)
Keywords typed: analysis of pretty girl sugarcult . # of visitors: 1
Keywords typed: contriversal arguing issues. # of visitors: 1
Keywords typed: retard rap lyrics. # of visitors: 1 (What the fuck..?)
Keywords typed: buonasera ooh marie lyrics. # of visitors: 1
Keywords typed: miladel alba fiend. # of visitors: 1 (ASHLEY, once again. lol)
Keywords typed: underwair. # of visitors: 1 (Underwair? Someone found my website from typing UNDERWAIR?)



Yeah. So much freaking randomness. And I can't believe how cool this Retro Stats thing is. It's absolutely FREE, too. I mean... I hate to advertise for these people, but they really are quite wonderful. You can view my statistics (if you're bored) if you want at retro stats.com.


I should really go now and memorize my lines for Drama. 'Til next time! ;D







P.S.---


Holy crap. It's 6666! [click image to get a closer look]

Does this kid ever stop???

Elena's 6-year-old sister IMed me again. I tried to be utterly wierd and creepy to her, hoping she would stop... but she didn't. She just kept the conversation going on and on and on. Freaking crazy ass little kid, I tell you. Just so people understand, I marked the parts when I was being over the top sarcastic and wierd with stars***. Someone might actually think I was serious.... ò_Ó. But yeah, Elena's little sister is fucking genius. I think she really IS only 6 years old, and she can type better than some 18-year-olds I know. Crazy. (Or in Korean, Mi-cho)


SoraMyBora: Hi Miledel!
I am NOT pangit: hi elena's sister!
SoraMyBora: don't you know my name?
SoraMyBora: it is Alisa
I am NOT pangit: i forgot, sorry
I am NOT pangit: ohh yeah
I am NOT pangit: i remember now
SoraMyBora: ok
I am NOT pangit: hello alisa
SoraMyBora: hi
SoraMyBora: so how are you doing/
SoraMyBora: ?*
I am NOT pangit: I'm good
SoraMyBora: ok
I am NOT pangit: you type pretty fast... how old are you?
SoraMyBora: six
I am NOT pangit: haha no you're not
SoraMyBora: yes i am
SoraMyBora: i am six years old
I am NOT pangit: what if i called your sister right now and asked her how old you really were?
I am NOT pangit: eh?
I am NOT pangit: and why are you using your sister's screen name?
SoraMyBora: I am not i am useing my screen name
I am NOT pangit: this is your screen name?
I am NOT pangit: how did you get my screen name then?
SoraMyBora: yes
SoraMyBora: my sister put it on
I am NOT pangit: really
SoraMyBora: ya
SoraMyBora: she put all of them on but not really all of them
I am NOT pangit: oh, that's nice....
I am NOT pangit: why did she do that?
SoraMyBora: I don't know
I am NOT pangit: hmm.. why are you IMing your sister friends?
***I am NOT pangit: aren't you scared one of them is crazy and psycho and that he/she will kidnap you?
SoraMyBora: no
*** I am NOT pangit: oh, because I'm thinking of doing that
I am NOT pangit: lol just kidding
I am NOT pangit: do you play the piano like your sister?
SoraMyBora: I new that
SoraMyBora: ya
I am NOT pangit: neat
I am NOT pangit: so i guess that's why you can type so fast
SoraMyBora: why?
I am NOT pangit: what grade are you in?
SoraMyBora: first grade
I am NOT pangit: cool
I am NOT pangit: well i play the piano too, and that's how i developed my typing
I am NOT pangit: because i'm so used to moving my fingers fast
I am NOT pangit: are you in tae kwon do?
SoraMyBora: ya
SoraMyBora: why?
SoraMyBora: I do swiming too
I am NOT pangit: i figured, since your dad is one of the most well-respected tae kwon do masters
I am NOT pangit: what belt are you?
SoraMyBora: but it is over because I have to do it on Summer
I am NOT pangit: ahh i see
SoraMyBora: white
I am NOT pangit: that's cool
I am NOT pangit: what school do you go to?
I am NOT pangit: green acres?
SoraMyBora: ya
I am NOT pangit: neat
I am NOT pangit: i went there
I am NOT pangit: so did your cousin, ryan
SoraMyBora: what
SoraMyBora: do what?
I am NOT pangit: your cousin
I am NOT pangit: i went to green acres
SoraMyBora: do what?
I am NOT pangit: do what what?
SoraMyBora: so?
***I am NOT pangit: gosh, you're mean for a 6-year-old
***I am NOT pangit: i don't think i want to talk to a meanie
***I am NOT pangit: you make me cry
***I am NOT pangit: :'(
SoraMyBora: I am sorry
I am NOT pangit: it's okay
***I am NOT pangit: i'm used to people making me cry
SoraMyBora: you know that two of my cousen did tae kwon do?
I am NOT pangit: I know that your cousin, Ryan did
I am NOT pangit: he goes to my school
I am NOT pangit: with your sister
***I am NOT pangit: They're Korean.
SoraMyBora: ya
SoraMyBora: but he dide't do it when she did it
SoraMyBora: he did it with his sister
I am NOT pangit: oh, that's cool
I am NOT pangit: how old is his sister?
SoraMyBora: 11
I am NOT pangit: neat
I am NOT pangit: i thought you were 11, too
I am NOT pangit: i can't believe you're only 6
I am NOT pangit: you're very smart for a 6 year old
SoraMyBora: and when I fill better I have to brak a bored and then i am going to be a white and yellow stighpes on it
I am NOT pangit: that's cool
SoraMyBora: i think it is one or two my mom thinks that it is one strighpe and i think that it is two strighpes
SoraMyBora: and I don't know when I am going to Brak a boed when I fill better
I am NOT pangit: are you sick right now?
SoraMyBora: no
SoraMyBora: i have a low platelet
I am NOT pangit: oh
I am NOT pangit: platelet?
SoraMyBora: but not really low then I will have a bloody nose
SoraMyBora: ya
I am NOT pangit: aww oh yeah... your sister and ryan told me about that
SoraMyBora: do you know what a platelet is?
I am NOT pangit: yeah i remember now
SoraMyBora: god they tell every one but not every one in the whole why world
I am NOT pangit: do you want everyone to know about it?
SoraMyBora: no
I am NOT pangit: that's good
SoraMyBora: but I don't care thogh
SoraMyBora: why is that good?
I am NOT pangit: well, it means you're not conceited and you don't want people to know about it, because you don't want people feeling sorry for you
I am NOT pangit: Hey Alisa, I have to go now and do my homework.. it was nice talking to you
I am NOT pangit: i'll talk to you later, okay?
SoraMyBora: ok
SoraMyBora: byebye
SoraMyBora: if you have to go how come you are not sighning off?
I am NOT pangit: i was just about to
I am NOT pangit: well, i gotta go now.. see ya
SoraMyBora: ok
SoraMyBora: byebye
I am NOT pangit: byeeeee ^.^
SoraMyBora: byebye


Holy crap, I didn't know I would ever be scared of a 6-year-old. I actually signed off just because I was scared of hurting her feelings or to make her feel as if I was avoiding/ignoring her. She is just way too adorable. I wish I had a little sister like her... or just a little sister period. Man. I hate being the youngest.

Randomness and Mischief

Song of the moment: The Sun Shines Through the Rain by Haruyuki Takano

Care to listen to this song?

I always think of Romy everytime I hear this song. I remember him shaking his finger to the beat of the song, and he looked like Frank Sinatra or one of those old 50's crooners. No, "crooner" isn't a bad word or an insult, it's basically the masculine form of "songbird" back in the 50's. If I could go back anywhere in time, I would definitely choose the 50's (I don't care about the whole conformity and fear of communist thing, the 50's were awsome) OR, I would go back to the ROARIN' TWENTIES and lead the life of Gatsby. I want to either be the "Godmother" of an Italian mafia, or an old 20's jazz singer. That would be GRAND.



Anywho... today was hot, and humid, and excruciatingly long. I would go outside right now and jog for a while, but I'm afraid I'm going to pass out because of the heat. I don't know, maybe it's just my house... I'm upstairs right now, all windows open, and I'm feeling dizzy because of the heat. It's actually so hot that I'm starting to feel cold. Or get a cold. Shit... it would suck if I got sick right before basketball try-outs. This is the only thing that is going to suck about thing this Friday: Stephanie and I are going to spend the night in Milpitas (either at Romy's house or in one of his friend's house) and guess what? The fucking try-outs for basketball is the day after. The races probably won't end until 4 in the morning, and I just BET you try-outs are going to be at noon or something. That's going to be really shitty. But whatever, I'll deal with it and it'll work out fine.


Good news.. I'm finally getting caught up in Analysis. I've been pretty lost these last couple of weeks, and my grade is currently reflecting that. But on today's quiz, I actually feel confident that I aced it. Yay me. It's wierd, my academic GPA is higher than my overall GPA... which means I do better in my English, Math, and History classes than my electives. Creepy. I realized that it's true, since I usually like my "harder days" better than my "easy days". Harbor is set on block scheduling, so I have three different classes a day, roughly 100 (more or less) minutes each. My A-day consists of Analysis, Art2/3/4 and Cisco Networking. These are my easy classes, thus being my "easy day". But for some reason, I LOVE my B-Days, which consists of Chemistry (I used to have Physics, but I dropped it because I hadn't taken Chemistry yet =X), American Lit. and Drama. I have a lot more homework in my B-Day classes, and I usually have to work harder on B-days, but for some wierd freaking reason, I like it a lot more than my A-days. I've always loved my harder classes ever since freshman year. I guess I'm just a freak. *shrug*


I really want to dress up for Halloween. Romy said I would look hot as Elvira (hah, yeah right) but I really don't want to wear something skimpy and tight in school, or after school on the ride to Milpitas, or after THAT when we go off to the street races. Gross... who would want to see me in a tight Elvira outfit? I know I don't. o_O;;;;


[shift]


I've decided that I am evil. Today, Marylin started to freak out (not really, but you know what I mean) about how Ashley found out that she thought Ashley was a lesbian. And the only people that really knew about that was Me, Stephanie, and Steven. Marylin kept text-messaging Ashley, asking her who told Ashley. But, Stephanie and I were right next to Ashley and told us about it, so of course, Steph and I told her not to tell Marylin that we were the ones that blabbered it out. We suggested that Ashley should tell Marylin that Steven did it, but then she didn't and she just said something like "Oh, it doesn't matter who said it, the only thing that matters is that you thought I was a lesbian".


After the bell rang and everyone started heading for their classes, I was walking downstairs to my art class, and saw Marilyn walking UPSTAIRS. I was like, "Oh shit..." and tried to inconspicuously run down and hide behind the crowds so she wouldn't see me. Well.. of COURSE she eventually saw me, and told me that she had to "talk".


"Dude, why'd you tell Ashley?" She said, hiding her anger behind a laugh.


Heart pounding a thousand times a minute, I replied pretending I had no clue as to what she was talking about. I then gave her a confused look to throw her off, and her face went from suspicious to apologetic.


"She found out that I thought she was a lesbian! She's really pissed at me. Do you know who told her?"


"Umm.. I, I have no idea."


"Cuz like, the only people that knew was you, Stephanie, my brother, and that Steven kid"


"Really? Oh... I don't think Stephanie would tell her. Maybe it was Steven. Yeah, that's right... it was him."


"I knew it was him! God!"


Now she wants to kill him. Hahahahaha. I'm so awful.... but yeah, I wasn't the only one that told Ashley. Stephanie did, also. I feel bad, but fucking Ashley shouldn't have told her that she knew. It's not like I was talking shit about Marilyn, I would never do that. She's fucking cool and I would never do anything that would hurt her. Ashley was even laughing when Marilyn kept text-messaging her, apologizing for thinking she was a lesbian. But then.... I shouldn't have told Marilyn that Steven was the one that told Ashley that. Now she wants to kill him or something. lol.


I think everyone is over-reacting to this, though. I mean, I wouldn't care if one of my friends thought I was a lesbian. Although, I would eventually get pissed and irritated if that friend KEEPS suggesting that I was a lesbian, after I tell that person over and over and OVER again that I'm not. That's where I draw the line. I also wouldn't care if a lesbian started hitting on me... I'd be flattered, but that's basically it. And I wouldn't go berserk about it or get offended about it, that's too much. I would just shake my head, and with a smile, I would tell the girl that I wasn't a lesbian and hopefully, she would leave me alone.


Okay, I'm blabbering over something highly insignificant again. It's this fucking heat, I tell you. I'm gonna go take a shower.. ugh.

Gay or Not Gay? by tashay17
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Hey look! People have to take this automated online test to figure out their sexuality! That's sooooo awsome! *rolls eyes* Haha... and that's funny. I never knew I was bi-sexual. =P

Bored to fucking death

Song of the moment: Like a Stone by Audioslave



(Like this song? Then download Audioslave's Show me how to live and if you like that, go out and buy their album!)


On a cold wet
afternoon
no room for love and emptiness
by a freeway
i confess i was lost in the pages
of a book
full of death
reading how we'll die alone
and if a god will lay to rest
anywhere we want to go


in your house
i long to be
room by room
patiently
i'll wait for you there
like a stone
i'll wait for you there
alone


and on my death bed
i will prey
to the gods and the angels
like a pagan
to anyone who will take me to heaven
to a place
i would recall
i was there so long ago
the sky was bruised
the world was black
and there you led me on


in your house
i long to be
room by room
patiently
i'll wait for you there
liek a stone
i'll wait for you there
alone


in all i read
till the day was gone
and i sat in regret
in all the things i've done
for all that i've blessed
and all that i've wronged
in dreams till my death
i will wonder on


in your house
i long to be
room by room
patiently
i'll wait for you there
like a stone
i'll wait for you there
alone
alone

Care to listen to this song?

I love Audioslave. I remember when I would listen to this song and watch its music video for HOURS, drooling over how hot Chris Cornell is. I especially love Tom Morello's guitar solo in this song.. its fucking awsome (Holy crap, it took me forever trying to remember his name... I kept thinking "Bob Marley" for some wierd reason). It'll probably take a while for the song to load if you don't have broadband, so I apologize for that.


Anywho, Romy just updated me on the plans for this Friday (Halloween!). Him and his friend (Chris, was it?) are going to pick Stephanie and I up this Friday. We're going to some haunted house thing, and then to "the runs". I swear, I was probably the only Asian that until a few weeks ago, didn't know what a rice rocket was.


ThAtsRoMy4u: new plans
I am NOT pangit: hmm?
ThAtsRoMy4u: were going to jiros haunted house thing
ThAtsRoMy4u: then were going to the runs
I am NOT pangit: cool
I am NOT pangit: the runs?
ThAtsRoMy4u: street races
I am NOT pangit: ohhhh how cool
ThAtsRoMy4u: ^_~
I am NOT pangit: my friend can still come, right?
I am NOT pangit: :-)
ThAtsRoMy4u: duh
ThAtsRoMy4u: haha
I am NOT pangit: lol cool
I am NOT pangit: how are you guys gonna pick us up?
I am NOT pangit: and like around what time?
ThAtsRoMy4u: proabaly chris
ThAtsRoMy4u: ill tells u the rules when we go
ThAtsRoMy4u: lol
ThAtsRoMy4u: about the runs
I am NOT pangit: haha alright
I am NOT pangit: i've never been to 'the runs' before...
I am NOT pangit: my friend has, though
I am NOT pangit: i think
I am NOT pangit: i'm just FOB
I am NOT pangit: lol
ThAtsRoMy4u: haha
ThAtsRoMy4u: k
ThAtsRoMy4u: u see pos u call it
ThAtsRoMy4u: u hear pos u run to car
I am NOT pangit: alrighty
ThAtsRoMy4u: oh yea
ThAtsRoMy4u: MEMBER WHERE WE PARKED
ThAtsRoMy4u: lol
I am NOT pangit: haha no prob


I'm afraid that I'll feel all left out, because I would be the only one just completely clueless about the whole street-car racing scene. I'd be the only one that doesn't listen to hip hop or techno, but it's all good. It'll be fun to finally get out of the house and do something, instead of just sitting around waiting for trick-or-treaters on Halloween. I haven't really been the "party" person... ever.... so I might as well just try it out. I just have to remember to stick to my beliefs and not do any drugs or drink and I'm fine. haha.


Wow, after this Friday, I would fulfill one of my goals before I graduate. I believe the other ones were:


1. Get a 4.0 GPA just ONE more time before I go to college.
2. Do something nice for Valentines day and actually go on a date, instead of staying at home and watching a bunch of romance movies like a pathetic loser.
3. Go to a major concert in San Francisco and get my tounge pierced at the same time.
4. When my mom leaves for another business trip and is gone for an entire week (again), take a bunch of my friends and go on a ROAD TRIP... and possibly end up in Las Vegas, Canada, or Mexico.
5. Learn how to drive a stick-shift and not crash the car while I'm at it.
***6. Go to a party where there is beer, drugs and sex everywhere and NOT drink, do drugs or have sex. (just to test my true abilities of self-control and self-morale.)
7. Spend a summer in New York and see if I really do want to move there when I get older.
8. Win in a heated debate with a teacher and get suspended from school because the teacher is bitter from losing to a student.
9. Meet someone new and not yell at them, make fun of them, or make them feel bad. (it would be the first time ever...)
10. Marry Chris Cornell.


Okay, the last one is probably impossible.... but I'm sticking to it, you fucking bastards. Chris Cornell WILL be mine someday, somehow. And I don't care if he's almost 40, he's still hot as hell. Hahahaha. My friend Anthony would know what I'm talking about. He said he had butt-sex with Chris Cornell at Lollapalooza, that lucky bastard. =P


(I'm just kidding, of course... just so the really gullible people know.)


J K Cerruti: are you gullible?
I am NOT pangit: no, i'm not
I am NOT pangit: at least i don't think i am
I am NOT pangit: haha
I am NOT pangit: but then a gullible person wouldn't know that he/she is gullible
I am NOT pangit: so no one really knows if they're gullible or not
I am NOT pangit: x_o
J K Cerruti: lol
J K Cerruti: i cut my dick off in the table saw at school
I am NOT pangit: that's nice, although if you really did that, you would be in the hospital right now, rejoicing because the doctor would offer to give you a vagina instead of a new dick :p
I am NOT pangit: haha just kidding
I am NOT pangit: :-)
J K Cerruti: hahahaha



[shift]



What the hell. Why are my friends such flakes? No one ever calls me when they tell me they're going to call me. And I'm sitting here, like a loser, waiting for someone.... ANYONE to call and ask me to go hang out. Meh. I want to go to downtown and shop for my Halloween costume, but Ashley is somewhere in San Francisco doing a Cancer walk or something and Tya is off somewhere.. I don't know where. Lorraine is either working at the wharf or off having sex with her boyfriend, Stephanie is in her house somewhere, pigging out and watching t.v. Like I said... I need new friends. I want to go somewhere and freaking do something! I'm so freaking bored. Blah.